death of a loved one

My father passed away in 2010 and its been almost two years now but i still have difficulty letting him go. Just two weeks ago a friend of lost her bf and then just three days ago  my ex classsmate died in a car accident. Death is something that happens everyday but we still find difficulty to deal with. Loosing someone you love is not  easy and if you are a christian you might even doubt your faith in god becouse like myself i had the question if god loves me so and i obey him why does he put me in so much pain why does he take away tthe people that mean alot to us and then you have the question why me. If its not you who deserve to feel the pain nobody does but its part of life and the is nothing we can do about. God will take away someone and will bring you something greater and am still waiting for mine. To those who have lost people they love let them go but never let go of the memories you had with them becouse those are thing you will remember them by.